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Sunday, July 26, 2009

Eyes Up

Elly had escaped out the side alley and down into the streets, further and further away, off into the safety of the streets.

That was the only sight in the world that could've made me smile at that moment. Shame I'd just missed it.
Three men were laid out during my grand entrance. I saw the one that had hit me in the face with the candlestick.
It happened in the gallery, like a twisted Milton Bradley game. Guess they got the message to her in time. No one knew where she was after that, though.

And it took a long, long time for my hands to start moving again. I remember being frozen and paralyzed with only my mind to keep me aware and patient. I was locked there in my head, just breathing. I was locked there in my head, watching the clock. With my eyes closed, I was simply locked there. I was locked there in my head for twenty-one hours.

I was locked there, but then I was visited.

A small reptile with an elongated neck and tail landed on my chest. It had seven wings and three heads. The two smaller heads, extending from the collarbone bit into my neck. The skin split razor easy wherever its teeth touched and the tongues went into my wounds. When the larger head bit my neck, my brain felt cold.

They always say your brain can't feel, but maybe this was something else. My mind felt cold. My conscious. My Spine. My Equilibrium, it all felt cold. I had vertigo while lying still. I couldn't breathe deeply enough.

After that, it felt like my sight was overwhelmed with a white light, and then it was like I woke up all over again...


R


Friday, July 24, 2009

Eyes in the mirror

Look back now much clearer

But I don't think they're making sense since the mouths started lipping words

Seems like everyone around me is there, and they're speaking.
But with my mind elsewhere and constantly wandering further down the hillside...
It's just hard to focus on actually hearing what people say.

Lately, I'm dizzy all the time.
That's right--My equilibrium is terrible.

I've been having night terrors.
I've been mooning people from rooftops.
I've been eating ramen with sriracha.

For the most part, I rarely hang out now.
But as of last night, it's still established that I can pull a crowd.
Man, we got fucked up last night.

And it was fun.
And I don't regret it.

But if I were near the ocean... I'd be so much happier.
The closer I get, the better I feel.

If the waves were washing over me right now,
I'm sure my body wouldn't feel so shitty.

I should learn to surf.

I'm making it.
Soon.

--r.


Monday, May 25, 2009

excerpt from gio's separation from the syndicate

As I rounded the corner, I saw what must've been the final line of them. I clenched my jaw and kept my pace. One foot after the other. One breath in, one breath out. My footsteps were clapping lightly compared to the rain coming down around us. He probably didn't even hear me coming.

I reached back to my belt and gripped a long cylinder with a pin and a side clip made for gripping tightly. When released, they exploded in five seconds. The particular grenade type at hand was the "wolf killer". Designed specifically for use against any resistance faction currently being incubated in Portside. They saw us all as infants, and if I'm not mistaken, incubated was quoted from their field manual.

It held three separate chambers, each surrounding another, save for the outer shell. The center was gunpowder, tightly packed in with a small pinhole leading to the ignition charge under the handle. The second was a layer of ball bearings, fitted into small grooves, forming a grid of small half-moons across the surface. On top of that was a layer of a type of acidic gel that was only harmful to human skin after contacting the trace amounts of oxygen in the air. Thanks to Portside's humidity, the catalyst would be no problem.

The best way to use them is to time it so that they explode over your enemy's head. The explosion will umbrella over the top of them, giving them plenty of time to become coated and also to react. What you have as an end result is a small, acidic meteor shower.

Which is what we soon had on our hands on that very night. "Wolf Killer--the new Claymore". It's a wonder what a beast can do if a wolf takes a man's knife away and clutches it tightly in its teeth. We're lucky wolves can't learn that. The Alboranian government was unlucky that we could.

It was a beautiful, silent lob. Such an arc that they were completely unaware until they saw the flash of a green light directly above them. After that, a small bang. And shortly after that still, acid-covered ball bearings tearing straight through their visors, fixing themselves in my opponents' jaws and cheekbones.

After being that unsure of whether they'd gotten to Elly or not, it was truly a sight for my sore eyes.


Friday, May 22, 2009

Guess what, Daniel?

I'm writing a novel because life's so fuckin' easy in Norman.




Uhmmm...

I just went 96 hours whilst sleeping only 9.  I need to wake up.


Monday, May 18, 2009

we act like they don't, but they do. (happen)

Maybe it was the time that she took my hand. Or the first time she looked me in the eye and smiled--but not something I let pass--I mean the moment she first caught my gaze, held it, caressed it, and indulged in the moment itself.

Only these things don't happen anymore.

"I feel it in my bones." she said. It's amazing the way she works the words. The way she shapes them and guides them with those gentle, angelic lips. The light only allowed me to see the right side of her face that night. Portside wasn't exactly the most well-lit place in the world, but seeing that angle--that one specific angle.

God damn.

The hair fell over her left cheek when she tilted her hair forward. She was standing there in that dark coat, with those boots and that shadow. I guess... well, you could say something changed in me that night. I guess I realized what it was to really feel for a person. I realized in that solitary moment all the things I'd thought I'd known were bullshit.

"Cold night, yeah?" I sounded like a fool. I was shaking. She replied with such a beautiful remark. And those lips forming those words. More of a sight than I anticipated, in reality. I couldn't tell at that point, however, if it was the cold or the nerves causing the tremors. It was probably just the way she shaped those words.

And her eyes.

They were like two cat-eye sapphire derelict asteroid-ish twist competitions, battling for the dominance of your focus. O, which one to look at. And the only taste on my tongue was cold coffee from two days ago. Stale. Cottonmouth, but it was definitely her smile that made me salivate. That made me finally snap out of that daze. Her eyes were amazing, and that was simply that. I could tell she'd been up for at least a day, but it didn't take away from her glow. No matter how tired she was, she was still beautiful.

And that's why I left her name there. Enshrouded in that history. Under all that oil-based paint. There, for no one but myself to ever see. That secret that I made. That legacy that I left behind. Painting over her name was the only time I punched a wall since the last time I broke it. That time I didn't try to break my hand, though. So, therefore, I didn't break my hand.

I just stood there with that despondent look in my eye.
Waited.

Then I snapped back to reality.



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